this post is part of february’s synchroblog - a bunch of bloggers writing on the same topic at the same time. this month’s topic is creativity & christianity. check out the links at the bottom of this post; they are a great mix of different voices. i’ll add more links as they come in today.
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“art enables us to find ourselves and lose ourselves at the same time” – thomas merton
when i was in high school i had an amazing english teacher. i took her classes every single year, from creative writing to poetry to the standard english classes that every one had to take. she inspired us. my senior year i was the editor of our high school’s literary magazine and we created a volume filled with art, poetry, and short stories. i still am blown away by the beauty that emerged from an average bunch of 16-18 year olds. for me, it was a way to express my feelings in ways i couldn’t in my regular life. things flowed out of me that i couldn’t actually say. when i graduated from high school and went to college, some of this creativity lingered but as time went on it slowly was replaced by practicalities & that part of me began to feel frivolous & unnecessary. by the time i got married after graduate school i had stopped writing all together & focused all of my energy on becoming a good christian wife & mother, taking care of my babies, going to bible studies, and trying to make it through the day. i would say that during those years i closed myself off to creativity.
about 5 years ago i opened myself up to it again–to being more willing to express myself creativity and risk being that vulnerable. it came in the form of not just writing but actually creating and nurturing our faith community, the refuge. it’s been one of the deepest expressions of my heart, where i let out my dreams, my passion, my time, my energy and allowed what was inside to be shared with others. it was a blank canvas. i didn’t create it alone but rather with a bunch of other artists, too, none of whom would probably identify themselves as one.
the sufi poet rumi says that “inside you is an artist you don’t know about.”
the creativity that is in each person is a reflection of God’s creative image inside of us. when it’s stifled, buried, stuck, ignored, not only do we miss out but the world misses out, too. when we have a space for it to flourish, we become more and more complete. through our creative expression, i think somehow we are participating in God’s work of redemption in this world.
this world needs more beauty.
and we are the vessels it flows through.
it’s why we must learn to be open to it. for some of you, it’s easy. you are in touch with your creativity and it comes pouring out easily. for many others, if you’re like me, it takes more intention, a little push, the safe space to try. it doesn’t come naturally like it did when i was younger.
subtly or directly many have been taught that “we’re not artists” and we’re not that good at creative things. think of kids when they are little. they don’t think twice about creating, making, trying, risking, participating. as they get older, though, many begin to start editing themselves, holding back instead of participating, evaluating and critiquing themselves instead of freely sharing. slowly, they become closed to what they were once open to.
unfortunately, i think many church systems have perpetuated much of this closed-ness because we have adopted a professional “only the good ones get to play” mentality in many of our practices. many times, average musicians don’t get a chance. pretty people are the ones who sing on stage. art shows are reserved for the talented and screened for submissions. we’ve forgotten that the beauty that’s in each other–whether it’s deemed good enough or not by some weird measuring stick–needs a place to be nurtured, a forum to be revealed.
a few months ago the refuge, the little faith community i am part of, hosted what we call “beauty night”, which is essentially a creative open share. we do it every now and then to give everyone a chance to bring visual art, music, drama, spoken word, and any other kind of creative endeavor to share with our community. there’s no editing, no pre-screening, no critiquing. every time, amazing things happen. every time, i am overwhelmed with emotion when i see the beauty and life that comes out of ordinary people in unexpected ways. every time, i am reminded how incredible God’s image is when it is reflected through people and experienced together.
we’re trying to do our little part in nurturing a space for creativity. last weekend my friend jenny facilitated an experience as part of our current series on living dangerously that allowed everyone to get in touch with their creativity. you can read more about it here but the big idea was that everyone chose a word & then created a visual art piece, written or spoken word, or a drama around it. pieces were developed around words like: freedom, others, present, focus, joy, love, courage, open. it was wild, the incredible glorious things that emerged in such a brief period of time.
one of my favorite pieces was from a woman new to our community. her third time at church and she’s drawing an art piece! i think that’s pretty fun. her word was open. it was done with oil pastels & the paper was filled with beautiful flowers opening. just thinking about it right now gives me chills. it was so beautiful and captures why i am so passionate about creativity and spirituality.
i don’t think creative expression is an aside or a “nice to have” when it comes to living out our faith. i think it’s a necessity. we have to find ways to help each other open to creativity and quit limiting it only to what we think “art” is–photography, painting, drama, music, etc. our lives are art. our passions are art. our dreams are art.
it is the space where we can find ourselves & lose ourselves at the same time.
art opens us up. it brings out more of who we really are. it makes us vulnerable. it brings beauty and redemption to desolate places. it renews souls. it reflects God’s image.
God, open us.
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other participants so far (i’ll add more as they come in so check back):
- Bethany Stedman – How God Creates
- EmmaNadine – Creativity and Christianity
- Bill Sahlman – Created, Continued Creativity
- Heidi Renee – Synchroblog Creativity and Christianity
- Annie Bullock – Old Things are New
- John O’Keefe – What is Half of 11
- Tim Nichols – Artist-Priests in God’s Poetic World
- Maurice Broaddus – The Artist and the Church
- Jeremy Meyers – Creativity First Christian Act
- Steve Dehner – The Divine Projectionist
- Ellen Haroutunian – Creativity and Christianity: It Matters
- Tammy Carter – His Instrument His Song
- Steve Hayes – Creativity and Worship
- Marta’s Mathoms – Mythos and Create-ivity as a Spiritual Act
- Peter Walker – Creativity and Christianity?
- William Lecorchick – Heaven and Hell
- Jacob Boelman – God’s Magicians
- Liz Dyer – Divine Seeing
- Minnowspeaks – DNA
- Christine Sine – God Created the World by Imagination